Ugh. I hate dating. It's this arduous process of weeding people out based on real or imagined criteria. Stuff that really matters vs stuff that matters in a superficial kind of way.

I am finding that my desire to be with a woman who burns down my life is gone. Normally all if that drama would be a real turn on. Not because I see the crazy for what ( Read more... )

I don't know what is wrong with me today.  I feel sick to my stomach and I feel like I am doing a slow greasy slide backwards.  I know there is a comfortable spot at the end of the slide where all my insecurities are waiting for me.

I feel sick and not in control of my emotions.  I am trying to hold it in, it is nick's birthday - poor timing on my ( Read more... )